eventuality

ahh. now i can relax. for a little bit at least. the surprise shower is done and went much better than i had imagined. im always thinking up the horrible ways these things could go wrong but fortunately it was good. it was actually a surprise, i surprised myself by this because i am a horrible liar and fabricator. there was plenty of food and just the right amount of people showed up. sarah enjoyed it, which was the point, so success!

im so tired from today. cleaned since i got up until the party and then entertained. then joe, sarah and i watched schizopolus. weird movie. but funny. now its time for an early sleep because i gotta get up early. going to hershey park with my lil sis and we gotsta leave early. i hope im awake and energetic enough for this hot, standing in lines, theme park kind of day where im sure leah wont want to leave until closing. woo hoo!! too much excitement for me. leah and i will have a great time. i couldnt ask for a better sister (except maybe one that remembers to close the basement door so i dont run into it). i dont have to worry about anything anymore except finding the park ok. then we go and buy a gamecube, play for a day and then its midwest trip time. hope that goes ok and i dont outstay my welcome. i can always sleep in my van if so.

my house has never been so clean. nite nite.