sleep in august

sleep... does one ever grow out of this wanting to sleep in as late as one can? i dont get most of the world. i mean, i do understand that in order to make a living and not get fired it might not be an option. but what about saturdays? is sleeping not enjoyable after a certain point in life? i guess its wasted time in a way. i felt that way in college. more time sleeping was less time talking or playing or doing whatever you do. but after 4 years on very little sleep and having no motivation right now, i dont mind sleeping until 10 or so. then there is the other side of the spectrum. people who can sleep for 12 hours a night, many days in a row. i dont get that either. it takes me some mighty willpower to achieve that kind of nonsense. much waking up and forcing myself back asleep. its just not worth it.

it was hot as ever today. i wonder why i was born in the worst month of the year. its the most miserable the most often. the humidity, the heat... i never got birthday pencils at school, never got to have a party and bring cupckes. everyone else did. and then people say 'at least you can have a pool party for your bday'. ha! it sounds good, but watch out. what do you do the rest of the time your arent in the water? swatting all kinds of bees. your ice cream cake all melting. no thanks, i'd rather have a 'snowball fight party'. thank God for a.c. and snow.

another weird thing.. i found a little wasp nest being built in the back back part of my van. ack! as if it wasnt pleasing enough to drive, i get to have little bug friends to sting me and make me crash. i almost freaked out today when this green flying bug fluttered to the front passenger seat. luckily my sis was there to usher it out. oh and when i opened a screen door today some bug flew in my eye. no luck with the bugs.