"it is finished"

took my last final a couple hours ago. i feel nothing great, surprisingly. not satisfied. i feel like im not done yet, but i am. this is it. my liberal arts education is finished.

liberal arts. lets take a few moments to consider what these words mean. as far as it has been described to me, liberal arts is a big mix of all different subjects, including the arts so that the student will be well rounded. as a pretty well rounded student, i excel at nothing. i think this is looked down upon by many here. my major (international studies) is inferior to 'real' majors, such as business, pre-med or education (i love all my el. ed. friends!). but the funny thing is i am the most 'liberal artsy' student you could have because my major is just a conglomeration of other majors: history, geography, politics, religion, economics, and so forth. while it is nice to be well rounded, i feel useless. im just another burden to society. but maybe i will do something worthwhile in this life afterall.

i once ate a whole stick of butter in a matter of minutes. what have you done?

the wait is over... see this magnificent photo of me shoving butter in my face: